I'll depend on you

2004-04-17

I love it when she gets mad. The look she has on her face is priceless. Not that I like causing her pain.

We had a fight. Something stupid. She was letting off steam from finals, she told me afterward. She put so much passion into it, just like everything she does. We were at her house, no one else home. We started yelling at each other, saying stupid things. She was just so mad. Screaming and screaming. At first I let her scream, then I screamed back. Stuff about not paying enough attention to her. Ignoring her. I started defending myself.

All the sudden, I thought about how cute she looked, screaming at me like that. Her hair falling out of its ponytail, her face getting slowly red, and her waving her hand around in anger. It was so cute. I didn't want her to be mad, but it made me want to reach out and kiss her. I didn't.

She looked so cute--so I started laughing in the middle of our fight!

She looked stumped. There she is, telling me all the things I'm doing wrong in a very violent manor, and I start laughing. I was practically rolling around on her bedroom floor laughing. She just kinda stared at me. Eventually, she found it funny as well (whatever it was) and started laughing.

She collapses to the floor and lands on top of me, laughing. We hadn't heard her mom come home, but her mom walked in on her sitting on top of my stomach laughing. We stop and stare at her for a second. It's silent. I can feel Kiko's shoulder's shaking, trying not to laugh, which sets me off. Pretty soon we're hysterical again. Her mom just closes the door while muttering something in Japanese. I don't know what was so funny, besides her looking cute, so what was she laughing at? I don't even care.

I'm going back over there tonight to sleep over. We're finishing that project (Which we're only using for an excuse to have a party) So, I'll see you later.

Sarah wrote at 3:33 p.m.