2004-05-18
She hates me. I know she does. I must be the stupidest person on earth. Why do I say such stupid things? Why can't I keep my mouth shut? I'm not going to answer her. She just Imed me. I'll take a break from her so that she doesn't get sick of me. I need to talk to her. To explain myself. To explain what I meant.I know this makes no sense to you, but I'm going to go crawl into bed now and sleep and try to forget it all. One day it will make sense.