2004-06-05
Damn her. She takes everything about me and shoves it in my face. Pulls me back and makes me feel like I never could see her again.I don't want to deal with this anymore. I can't.
Must she torture me? Must she reel me in, however unaware, ad push me back out. Why doesn't she trust me?
She hates me. I don't want to decide whether or not to sit around on my ass and wait for it. I don't want to change who I am again for anyone. I don't want to deal with her mood changes or how she feels at that moment. I want to know.
She tells the world her secrets, but keeps them from me. I thought we were better than that. Now she shoves what I am in my face, like her shit don't stink.
I won't deal with this shit anymore.