2004-06-15
I have no idea what's going on with me. I have no idea what's going on with her. I'm so confused. And now she's gone to Japan.Shit.
I don't think I love her now. I'm not going to give you that, "I never really did love her. I was just pretending. My heart's not broken."
But it is. I did love her.
What was good about this whole year was that now I know more about myself than I ever did. I'm a lesbian. I know that now. I will not be ashamed. I'm not aying I'm going to tell everyone, but if someone I feel deserves to kow or needs to know asks, then I will tell.
I suppose this is all very confusing for y'all because you have no idea what I'm talking about. I don't even think I know what I'm talking about. But the Kiko dynasty has ended.