2004-08-10
Sorry It's been such a long time. I needed to sort things out.My mom called since my last entry. it was kind of a so-are-you-excited-about-school?-who-are-your-teachers? Impersonal conversation you have with the dentist or the lady who cuts your hair.
Not with your mom.
Do you like the new layout? I love it. I'm so happy again. I took the rest of the summer to kind of understand me and what was going on.
kiko is great. They're all great.
Ally knows about me and my fear of closets. Our convo about a week ago:
"Sarah, I want you to go out on a date. You need to get out of the house. What about that Brian Fischer? Doesn't he like you? Why don't you call him up?"
"Nah. I don't like him much. Too skinny."
"What about Andrew? You know, Tuba Andrew?"
"No. Too muscular"
"Sarah, uh, can I ask you something?"
"I guess."
"I've been thinking ....about this for a while. .......Ever since....... christmas...Are you a lesbian?"
".....Yes......"
" ...... " <-----her
" ......" <----me
"How do you know?"
"I just do."
"When did you know? Do you like anybody? Does anybody else know? Do your par- Does your DAD know? What about your sister? Have you gone on a lesbian date? Why didn't you tell me? You know, there is a gay guy at school who plays bass clarient...Yeah, he just came out too. Can I tell anyone?"
And a million other questions. God bless her bluntness.
So, all in all, I guess I'm back for a while.
Next entry, I think I'll tell you the good news. You'll just have to wait.