2004-08-11
So, about this wonderful gal.I've known her for quite a long time. She was a sophomore when I was a freshman and she was the first person to talk to me when I was scared to death of high school. I soon found out she was the sweetest person alive.
Even that first day, I was intrigued with her and I wanted to know her. Everyone liked her. She sort of had this walking-on-air innocence that made me want to understand her.
Her name is Anna. She's exactly what her name sounds like. She's almost average height with medium length blonde hair. She has the sweetest voice and I have no doubt she would be an excellent singer if she tried.
I like being in love again. It was the abrupt end with Kiko that made it hard to deal with.
I once read this book and it said, "If you had to die, would you choose the slow way, like cancer, or a quicker death and get it over with, like a gunshot?"
Same thing with love. Would you like to be strung along while someone you care about cheats on you and tells everyone bad things or ignores you, while they pretend to love you? Or maybe like the gunshot, quick, with one blow of "I hate you" or "Let's move on".
With Kiko it was quick. I came to realization one day that she wasn't who I wanted to be in love with. I will always love her, because she's my best friend, but I will never again be IN love with her.
Anna was kind of always there, I just didn't recognise her as a lover or girlfriend. She was always just a friend. Just like Kiko was always "just a friend".